Sunday, January 31, 2010

trying to figure out what is wrong...


yar samajh nahi ata....what is wrong....why the hell do we always think normal...c'mon give me a break....why not do something out of the track, why not explore, why not be away from the conventional and go in for what is abnormal. wake up at fucking 5 am ...go to the gym..run for life for classes at 8 am ...get late every day....in the class..it's even worse...teacher comes..same old lectures he's been giving all his life.....the same topics....quiz,marks,fucking points n at the end of it all .....just a white sheet in hand with some stupid scribbling over it. but ......ver the hell was the time to learn...to think.. innovative, where the fuck was the time to just love learning.
off the classes...another idiotic story...boy running after a gal or vice versa..same topics of gossips...no body has time to just walk on the grass 4 a while...feel the dew underneath....busy, every body so fuckin busy, uselesly....soon dusk falls and the night gets high...and now again....the whole court is just full of students .....nope....not feeling the night...just talking over the stupid cell phone. and they say they r busy ...so no time to learn , to just try counting the stars , to just listen to breeze. yar seriously samajh nahi ata y r people getting so complicated...y rn't dey jus simple,if they laugh they 'll do 2 show,if they cry it's no diffrent....pata nahi ...or i guess der's some problem with me.....so jus tryin 2 figure out .....whats actually goin on.